Hmm...a journal. I've never kept journals of any type. I'm guessing from reading others that I'm supposed to be writing down thoughts, ideas, feelings, events, et al.
Sadly these days my life is just one day after another of seemingly perpetual solitude. I have those occasional days of meeting up with Faro, or going to Tony's open mic and spending a little time with Tony and Missy. Sometimes my mother will call needing money. Maybe I'll spend a little time recording or listening to music or reading stuff on-line. Mostly, though, it's too much t.v. and too much sleep. Just biding my time waiting for the hammer to fall.
I suppose I could look for work, or see about going back to school, but I have another dreaded court date coming up on the 31st. My 40th birthday of all days. It seems my life is in stasis until this all gets resolved. Either I'll be a free man with time on my hands, or I'll be doing time.
It's the not knowing that sucks I guess. That, and the waiting...

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